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5:15 PM - Thursday, December 11, 2008

[bad guy day]

jus nw was really fked up by my family,its being such a long time eva since im so dam angry..zzzzzz
i was happily using comp n planning out wad shd i do for the day..so i choose to start off by reading some manga?sumting lyk magical ban removal?duno la..den gt some personal prob?coz i was toking to my fren ytd n i"faint"aft i went to bathe due to totally no energy left.today summore stl 2pm den can wake up leh..den i forgot to reply her,den i tink dat sum kind of broken her heart?coz she's waiting for my reply?omg man,dats the worst ting dat can happen to mi,so i v worried la n checked my phone wad she sms-ed mi,fk,my phone says cant open my inbox,so i check memory status,nabeh,0 kb left in my phone memory,wakao?!~??chiong to free some space lor,free lyk 2MB liao,den i go inbox check sms,nth wrong leh,i replied all her sms lor,den check memory status agn,i do nth sia n it dropped to 980+KB left,fk la,i only noe nokia phone batt drop v fast n abit siao siao,SE phone memory will drop de meh?walao!den my msn nick i put sumting abt a hole in my phone?n my dat fren stl say im liar,deres no such ting as a hole in ur phone..omg omg omg..dats a example/joke/wadeva lai de la,haiyo,"tiao jing huang he ye xi bu qing"le la!

den i heard my sis was lyk badmouthing mi in the kitchen wif my mum?saying i v lazy neva help to do hsework?den my sis at dere shan fong dian huo,lan la!i feel so bad abt my fren de stuff liao she stl "backstab"mi,so i really lose it liao n shout lor,"wad la!"push my keyboard table in n chiong to kitchen.asked wad dey wan frm mi n my mum abit stun but reply calmly"sweep the floor"..“扫就扫啦！有这么麻烦，会死啊.huh?" den anyhow grab the broom n sweep lor,fk la,den coz gt the little ting(the one nid to sweep up all the dirt de,after garther dem in one spot)aiya,fk rmb liao,its a small dust pan =.=" den i kip throwing the dust pan on the floor ma,coz it kip blocking my path,den my sis bu shuang liao lor,"wad u wan huh?sweep so xin ku dun sweep la!" (as if i can dun sweep lidat,lol) den i shout bck la"OH SORRY?!I ACCIDENTALLY DROP IT ONLY WAD?!?!wads the big deal huh?i gt sweep until v xin ku meh?cant u see i nw sweep until v shuang?!dun go away la!go grab a chair n sit dere,i tot u really lyk to see mi sweeping the floor?i sweep for u see de sia" stl wondering will she get estacy watching mi sweep floor,lan la,so desperate wan mi do hse work for wad?

last time,coz hsework is split among all 3 of us,den one go uni,one of poly,i stl ard sec3,so the load left to mi liao,walao,sweep floor n wash socks all these dey neva help stl kp at mi for wad?!my big sis knows dat staying at home will kana hse work,so she always MIA de,fk..my 2nd sis always emo de,mum oso nt dare call her do,so LEFT MI AGAIN LOR!i sumtimes hint mum"haiyo,call ur daughter do abit la,if nt she will always go out n have fun" den her reason will b"dun push ur load to others la,u at home so free play comp,y nt u do den?"walao?dey go out play oso wad?go out wif bf equals to can dun do hsework meh?can come home sit at sofa lift up leg while i sweeping floor meh?i at home at least can look after my parents n dis is all i get?!i can b guai kia lor,but i oso noe how to be a bad one lor!i wun kill,steal,smoke,drink,drug, but i noe how to piss u ppl off oso lor,i rang my sis so much liao dun really force mi to make ur blood pressure shoot off the charts hor!GRRR...

wan get my attention oso no nid to bad mouth mi so loudly in the kitchen de ma..wan call mi do hsework jus show mi dat its fairly shared among the siblings n i will auto do for u all de lor,its jus nt fair lor,bias ar..ya,im acting petty but i really hate it when my mum gets so bias..haiz..got steady really so big deal meh?mum do u really nid to rub salt onto my wound lidat?haiz,sumtimes i tink i might prefer a brother at home lor,im willing to fight wif him no matter how much i gt beaten up rather dan being petty n start doing a girlish type of argument wif my sis,nabeh.dis morning when i wake up i stl tell myself"dis few days kip pointing middle finger n scold bad words..better start to slowly quit all these bad habits"is today my 1st test for myself to see how much i can tahan to quit my habit?if it is,i failed today's test alrdy,lol(wait a min!let the test to quit bad habits b called as"today"la!a bit nice hor?LOL,coz tml is another"today"n the journel to quit bad habit is every"today" =. = haha,mayb dats y the newspaper choose their name as "today"..HAHAHAHA,guess im bck to the lame kh le)

ya,my anger nw gone liao,nw jus feeling v down..n wondering if i can get in the mood to blog abt the chalet stuff or not...sad la..