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[dream]

5:35 AM - Monday, December 8, 2008

[dream]

dis post will gonna be abt a random dream i had the night b4..ya..if u tink its boring n retarded u can actually skip dis one..coz no frens r involved,no pics are taken..

ya,normally i dream,i tend to forget it the moment i open my eyes..
no matter how long i stay in dat dream,open eyes=forget liao..deres time when i really wanna to rmb some dreams but by nw i tink i oso forget liao

ya,dis dream ar..1st time,i had such a detailed dream,until im lyk..sort of 1st person de vision?n i had tots n feelings too..ya,the setting is at a weird era la,all ppl de dressing v weird de..abit lyk rune factory those type..forgot most part of it liao,but i jus rmb"i"really fallen in love wif dis gal in the dream la..ya,den duno why i noe dat her feelings towards mi oso v strong la..in the dream i will walk past her hse everyday,coz its on the way to some market?den i can rmb dis part of the dream(i fking force myself nt to forget it)is i walk past her,she's wif her mum(sum distance behind her),den i saw her,duno y i jus lyk kinda confessed to her la,as if its a mus lidat,LOL,den she suddenly blush,n run to her mum,crying..of coz i chase behind la,den when i reach dem,she told her mum dat she's too happy coz 1st time gt ppl confessed to her,while she's oso kinda lost coz she duno how to react since she neva met dis type of stuff b4,she's always wif ur mum n family(only daughter)so she's bad at toking to boys?n neva really expected such tings as love?o.o

dun y la,her mum laugh n sort of approved mi la..her hse de shape oso v special,is lyk ground lvl is a simple garage lidat,gt the garage style door at front n back..den the staircase is outside the hse de,u walk up u can only move abt the distance of a single tile,deres a door dere,sure nid to go in rite?inside is lyk a princess's room lidat,alot soft toy n v pink-ish with sum red n black?i rmb sneaking into her hse jus to stand on the one tile area looking down at the street waiting for her to return home?n rmb she will always stand at the one tile area to look at mi when i walk past her hse everyday?

the family acknowledgment is hard to get,coz she's a pet lover(gt 2 big hamsters)so her mum called mi choose a hamster,i choose one gray hamster?wif one white strap of white fur down its back,style hor!den its only a palm's size,my palm nt bailin palm size la!ya,the mum said only if i can feed dis hamster well=i gt kindheart n can treat her daughter well?lol,so only then she will approve us to get closer..so the test date came la,n i showed off stuns lyk putting the hamster on my head n play wif it?LOL..n dey gt a shock of how gd relationship i gt wif the hamster so the family approved lor..LAME,lol

den steady liao,the gal can only can hang out late on friday n sunday,but lidat oso enuf liao,coz in the dream i tok to her face to face de,n the tinking during the conv is so dam real la!n the dream ended wif i hug her watch sun set lor..den..

i wake up inside my dream,fk =.=" den i v emo ma,coz its such a..well..dream..so sad lor,go online,login msn,n tok to "见意勇为，英雄豪杰"person..den she said alot of harsh words to mi which beat the hell out of mi n forced mi to "reality"..so i hide in a corner of my room lor,trying so hard nt to cry T.T jus as so sad until tears wan roll down..

i really wake up =.=" fk!REALLY STL FEELING V SAD LOR,1st becoz of the events n 2nd bcoz really waking up le >.<>

ppl say dat tings we forget are stl"slping"in sum part of our memory,i duno how true is dat la,but,if dats really true,i wanna go find xin li yi shen(psychological doctor?)or jus get hypnosis so as to have dat dream agn leh..

y so impt?coz the gal in the dream looks totally similar to 见意勇为，英雄豪杰(lol,dis 8wrds name v long n ma fan lor, next time i'll tink of a better name to call..hmm..>.<)
sia!but only wif the rune factory style of dressing la,LOL

blablabla~dats all i can say abt the dream lor,coz afterall,its a dream wad,cant really type out wad i exp in it rite?hmm..if u guys free go see the manga "bakuman"
http://www.onemanga.com/Bakuman/7/01/
its kinda lame la,but jus go see the looks of the character inside ba,LOL
hmm,i gt a qn,its 见义勇为 or 见意勇为 ar?i tink its the 1st one rite?hmm,confused la

haiz,wif my round tray n serving gear?i really hope to serve my feelings to her sia,if only it can b done so easily lyk in the banquet style