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[things i wanna say]

2:11 AM - Friday, November 6, 2009

[death does nt only takes away pain.but oso all those lovely n precious memories.]

yea..dere r so many tings i wanna say nw.interesting stories lyk the butt cheek story =x the conversation wif ernest..(aft such a long time finally get the chance to have a gd tok wif him)..all abt karma n stuff..but den..

dere is someting i wanna write..for a special someone..a gal dat..i dun really noe..someone..im nt close wif..someone..who,can say,has nothing to do wif mi at all..someone..dat i only talked to once.

ok,b4 i start..to all my loyal readers,ppl lyk bailin la,darren la,marcus la..(i tink only u guys visited here la.LOL)yea.sorry to say.dis gal is someone u guys duno,in fact,i oso duno her well..and i wud b explaining dis to u guys.coz i will b showing her dis link..i dun really noe if dis will b a aid to her..or will it do more harm dan help..but i jus wish to help..i really wish i can.

everyting else here was for her:

1st ting 1st.k.i saw the news.i felt the impact.coz well..we same age wad..my sis added u in fb.so she saw it too..but of coz,due to age gap..the impact she felt n mine was lyk totally different.. =.=" actually wanted to ask u out for a chit chat session.coz i 7th nov no sch.so v free la.but the ting is..we dun really noe each other,i scare its hard n awkard for mi to talk to u..so..ya..

aft reading ur blog,the lastest post.i duno if i shd congratz u or nt..but the ting is..wad u typed at the v end of the post.is definitely nt the prefered choice.to b vvv frank wif u.i dun really noe wads happening.the information i got was very little,really nt enough for mi to give any useful comments.dats y i gt the urge to ask u out n understand the whole tingy better..

all i can do rite nw is assume tings..n pray dat some kind soul will understand ur situation n give u some"chitchat session"or a good long talk..of what u r going to face.i gt so many tings i wanted to talk to u abt,but i might really take hours simply jus finish telling u all the comments.but my facts are nt accurate.so i dunwan anyhow talk nonsense to further confuse u up.

i noe im abit late in telling u dis ar..paiseh paiseh.coz we abit too distant sia.LOL.erm,nt sure how u r feeling nw coz ur post is lyk..3days ago?erm.i noe my family nt really in a gd position to give u any comments but aiya.i cant bottle up any more of my emotions liao la..ur blog makes mi feel dat u somehow cant really express out ur feelings..so if u really nid a listening ear ar.my hse lyk gt 3pairs ready to lend u.so ya..i noe we gender diff so its harder to tok abt more sensitive stuffs la.but nevertheless stl gt my sis la..its lyk we 3 r kinda troubled coz duno how to reach u n stuffs lyk dat..

going into any more details here is nt convenient so gonna end it soon..
im sorry if u tink im acting abit too nosey and etc.but if u stl feeling kinda lost n duno which path u shd really choose..u can try asking my big sis lor.she can give u some harsh yet logical comments =)
dun really nid to feel uncomfortable telling my sis la,coz its lyk.we so distant,so the more easy it is to jus speak ur mind,coz we will b meeting lyk..few few years one time?LOL.n if new year we neva meet.gonna wait until another few few more years liao.. =.="

we cant change the past,but we can change our own future.

and btw,win liao lor,ur blog cute sia!den mine lyk..erm..zzz..btwbtw.how long u took to learn jap ar?!i nw jus started n stuck at hiragana sia.its so diffcult la!!omg man.3weeks stl cant master it.sianz.